2012年1月3日

新年走春

從2011年吃藥到2012年 (外耳炎--感冒發燒--全身過敏起紅疹), 不知道是不是抗生素吃多了, 醫生說我看來有點免疫系統失調, 所以今年一開始, 多數時間都待在家睡覺, 只有難得太陽公公露臉的日子才出門踏青. 雖然都是輕鬆到爆的步道行程, 但總算也是維持住一週一次的綠活行.

2012年感謝Tina接任登山社社長一職, 這下有機會可以跟她多多學習, 該怎麼維持運動習慣又好好保養身體了!

 2012綠活記趣 (Hiking 2012)

2012/1/8 花蓮太魯閣公園砂卡礑步道+燕子口步道
2012/1/3 桃園石門水庫楓林步道


2011年12月31日

新年快樂

祝大家新的一年, 平安順心, 喜樂綿延!
箴言3:5-6:你要專心仰賴耶和華,不可倚靠自己的聰明,
在你一切所行的事上都要認定他,他必指引你的路。
圖片來源:crosscards.com

2011年12月29日

外耳炎

不知道是不是因為之前耳朵有進水, 然後我又亂掏耳朵, 導致3週前耳朵開始發疼. 剛開始痛的時候不以為意, 沒去看醫生, 自己隨便擦了點藥, 直到痛到咀嚼都有感覺時, 才跑去家裡附近的耳鼻喉科診所. 不妙的是, 當時醫生以為只是耳屎太多, 輕微發炎, 藥開得比較輕, 以致看完2次後發現症狀不但沒有緩解, 還越來越嚴重, 右耳會一陣子聽不見聲音.

發現狀況不對, 趕緊求助同學Vivian在中和開小兒科診所的先生, 考量到交通便利性, 他建議我去他台大醫學院同學開的莊京憲耳鼻喉科診所治療, 今天是第3趟, 狀況有好轉. 莊醫師很仔細地檢查後, 解釋我之所以會聽不見, 是因為外耳道發炎產生的分泌物沉積在耳膜上, 以致耳膜比較震動不起來. 所幸我的耳膜完整無缺, 沒有破口或受傷. 但我生平頭一次發生外耳炎就這麼嚴重, 他擔心是特別的細菌感染, 所以如果再持續複診1-2次後症狀仍在, 他會開轉診單給我, 讓我去大醫院做細菌培養, 看看是不是需要用特別的藥物治療...

不過, 我自己還蠻有信心的, 覺得耐心治療後應該就會恢復. 甚至猜想醫生會建議轉診, 可能是因為快過年, 他的診所要休息, 沒辦法每3天幫我的耳朵用一次"吸塵器". 但還是請各位弟兄姊妹幫我代禱, 畢竟上個主日只能用一隻耳朵聽道, 和朋友聊天會聽不清楚, 得不時double check, 很不方便. 而這次經驗也讓我親身體會到, 有中度聽障 (戴了助聽器還聽不清楚) 的媽媽, 其實生活中有許多辛苦是不足為外人道矣.

雖然得以藥罐子的身份送走2011年, 最近的生活仍充實且愉快. 和好久不見的屬靈夥伴芳茹好好地聊了個天, 還看到長得好大的阿慈(她的寶貝); 跟二姊一起去參加"招募志工/熱血巴士"活動, 參觀紫藤廬/紀州庵/錢穆故居等我很愛的老房子; 與教會弟兄姊妹一起渡過很棒的平安夜, 下午場聖誕活動結束後還去晴光市場報佳音; 也和家人朋友一起繼續爬郊山, 充分享受到前兩天暖暖的冬陽. 迎接2012年, 我祈求大有能力的主幫助我, 新的一年身心免疫力都能大大提高, 讓我重新得力, 為主作工.

2011/12/24(六)下午3:00-6:30 台北雙城公園--慶祝耶誕同歡活動
願在這寒冷的平安夜, 復興的火隨著詩歌/鼓聲, 還有青少年的熱情, 傳達至觀眾/社區鄰居/街坊路人/還在欣賞到這段影片的你

2011北區榮美教會聖誕活動隨拍 (更多照片請按標題)
12/24(六)下午3:00 台北雙城公園--慶祝耶誕同歡活動
12/25(日)上午9:30 北區榮美教會--廖偉凡弟兄分享生命故事
因為編派在招待組, 所以只有偶爾拿出口袋中的數位相機隨機拍攝, 留個回憶, 還有太多太多辛苦的同工沒有照到, 就讓我們期待攝影組專業的流程記錄囉! Merry CHRISTmas!!

2011綠活記趣(續) (更多照片請按標題)
2011/12/28 大崙尾山
2011/12/27 土城賞桐步道+清溪步道+賞螢步道
2011/12/19 大崙頭山
2011/12/17 芝山岩步道
2011/12/13 劍潭山
2011/12/06 土城石壁寮步道+賞桐步道+清溪步道+賞螢步道
2011/12/04 劍潭山+劍南蝴蝶步道
2011/11/24 內湖鯉魚山+圓覺步道
2011/11/04 桃園東眼山森林浴步道+觀景步道
2011/11/03 忠義山
2011/11/01 忠義山
2011/10/26 土城火焰山+石壁寮溪木棧道
2011/10/19 汐止大尖山
2011/10/16 劍潭山
2011/10/08 土城火焰山

2011年12月23日

這一年,我們的聖誕節 !

明後天還沒有計畫怎麼慶祝聖誕節的朋友, 可以來找我玩喔!
12/24(六)下午3:00-6:30台北雙城公園--慶祝耶誕同歡活動
12/25(日)上午9:30北區榮美教會--廖偉凡弟兄分享生命故事

台北市榮美基督教會 北區分會: 這一年,我們的聖誕節 ! 2011-12-24
熱情 x 勇敢 x 受的力量 x 盼望 x 永遠
這一年,我們的聖誕節 !
祂的誕生為我們帶來希望,祂用生命讓我們再一次與愛相遇

Christmas Letter 2011

Christmas 2011
Dear friends,

My family and I are thankful for your friendship and prayer. We wish you all the best during the Christmas season and the coming New Year. This year is full of God’s grace and mercy. My treatment ended in March, and the prognosis of breast cancer went well. I gave up my doctoral study in Lancaster and denied full-time job opportunities because the priority of my life was changed. Before I clearly know what our Father in Heaven wants me to do, I prefer to spend time with my family, close friends, Christian brothers and sisters, other breast cancer survivors, and the kids/teens who haven’t known how valuable they are.

Family BBQ with neighbours in the Mid-Autumn Festival and some gathering with family and friends
Being a freelancer, I take a few translation cases from friends and write travel notes for websites. If you’re interested in my English notes, please see the links. Every suggestion is very welcome. http://www.hometown.org.tw/eng-2011/caseStudyAction.do?method=doDetail&&engId=17
http://www.hometown.org.tw/eng-2011/caseStudyAction.do?method=doDetail&&engId=18
I’ve never been so relaxed after I grew up. With limited workloads, I’m able to cook dinner for my family, to have deep conversation with close friends, and to borrow interesting books from libraries. I think it’s a testimony of Matthew 11:30 – “For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Finally, I learn how to ignore the evaluation of the world and simply count on Him.

Try to be a good cook for my family. :-)
To find my way ahead, I take part in voluntary activities, which I was interested in but had no courage to devote to. I continue being a volunteer translator for the World Vision Taiwan. Recently they shift me to translate children’s letters from Swaziland. The children’s living environment seems worse than that in Latin America and East Europe. Some children couldn’t pay the remaining tuition and got their school reports before getting the gifts from Taiwan’s sponsors. Some orphans, whose parents had been passed away because of AIDS, were looked after by neighbourhood care points. These true stories remind me of the blessing I have received. I cherish my current life and hope that God lighten the lives of the children on the other end of the earth.

In addition, this summer I participated in two voluntary vacation programmes in East and South Taiwan (Hualien & Pingtung) respectively. Our main job was to assist local students’ homework and to accompany them, as I shared before. The four-week experience taught me how wide the rural-urban divide was. Interpersonal trust relationship was established over time, so a short-stay volunteer could be a helper at most. The rural communities needed local residents or long-stay volunteers to come forward and to be the kids’ spiritual guides. As a social worker said, “some kids are tired to pretend that they like to play with big brothers and sisters from urban areas.” I realized that rural areas in Taiwan couldn’t be my harvest.

Fortunately, God opened a window in Taipei City. I became a volunteer tutor for the Champions Education Association R.O.C. The Christian founders of the association thought that social problems could be decreased when young people rooted in correct value. Hence, the association designed course materials and invited Christian brothers and sisters to teach in Taiwan’s junior high schools. The materials included how to value oneself without bias, how to deal with problems and emotions, and how to get along with friends whose gender differed from his/hers. Until present, over 400 schools have been allied with the association. Last year, our priest started to teach in a junior high school near our church. This term, I joined his team. It’s nice to see students’ changes in the classes. Our priest’s wife told me that last year a student promised to face his drug-taking problem after our class. They also discovered some potential family (sexual) violence cases and then were able to prevent it.

At church, I serve as a greeter on Sunday worship and coordinate an English Bible Study for the youth group. We had the Bible Study twice only. I’m still learning from doing, but I thank God and our priest giving me the chance to share what I had learned in England with the teens. To celebrate Christmas, we’re having a party in the park beside our church this Saturday afternoon. Our youth and kid groups will perform one of the shows. During the past three months, they have practiced drumming and dancing once a week very hard. I’m indeed proud of them.

The voluntary activities and the drumming and dancing practice of our youth and kid groups
For the reason of health, I’ve taken a walk once a week for about one year. Green forests, blue sky, and the creatures in the Nature refresh me whenever I feel sorrow. It also provides me a less burdensome situation to talk with my family, friends, and other breast cancer survivors. Furthermore, it’s good to meet friends up for a walk instead of for a meal because I’m still fighting for the weights gained in the chemos. (Awwww…why do Asian women always fight for weights?) When Elspeth and Andy visited Taiwan, we went to Mt. Yangming together. (Dear Sue, they can prove that I’m better in hiking now. I’ll demonstrate it when we visit the Lakes again.) But I found that I had little knowledge about the Nature in Taiwan. Thus, I registered to be an environmental volunteer in the Zhishan Cultural and Ecological Garden. I enjoyed the training lessons and gardening work there, with the smell of soil and grass.

Go hiking with friends for the Nature beauty and the warm friendship.
Next year, my biggest challenge is to face the psychological shade in my mind. I’m weak when I hear news about cancer reoccurrence. I’m also easily to feel frustrated about my poor health. For example, my immunity is not as good as before. My nail, skin, and ear are infected in turn this year. After a surgery for the nail disease paronychia, it took me six months for the recovery. Last week, my aching right ear was diagnosed with otitis externa. After the first three-day medicine, the condition wasn’t improved. So I’m taking stronger antibiotics now. Taking flight becomes a complex thing due to my upper extremity lymphedema following treatment of breast cancer. I need someone to go with me and lying down for 30 minutes when we arrive at the destination airport. However, I believe I’ll getting better when I get used to my current condition.

Praise the Lord! My family are all in good health. The most wonderful news this year is that my niece Jenny was enrolled by the best university in Taiwan. My nephew Alan will take the University Entrance Examination next year. Hopefully he can pass the exam without stress and have a good result like his sister. Another good news is that we will move to a four-room flat next year. Each of us, my Mum, my two big sisters, and I, will have our own room. I’ve been thinking of the interior design for over two years because it’s part of pre-sale homes*. Thank my family giving me such a big present while I was having chemos. It brought me lots of fun and hope.

(*Briefly to say, pre-sale homes refer to new homes that are being offered for sale before construction, in order to decrease the funding stress and the sale risk of the constructors. It’s a unique real estate system in Taiwan.)

Wish you and your beloved ones have a happy Christmas and New Year,

With lots of love and prayer,
Carol